My 大姐大 wrote me again after I asked her how she is doing....here is what she wrote...
嘻....
我在養病,9月初過敏性氣喘發作.10月中旬脚掌骨裂傷,
But ,現在都漸趨穩定.
感謝神! 藉此操練我的心性和靈性,
學了多少不知道,
但正面.積極的喜樂觀總是打敗黑暗的那一面,
珍惜.感恩的態度在我腦袋裡是主導的地位,
单就這些,已是我生命中最大的得勝了!
我常懷念那段跟妳們一起為挑戰自我而呼吸的日子.
"阿肥"可愛狗狗還在嗎?
牠的開心.精力旺盛,在那些日子裡是我的安慰劑.
我的聲音在等待著跟我心靈呼應的作品....
目前尚未聽聞到還有什麼機會再去經歷,我感恩曾有過這一切.
加油!
力盛聰穎的妳.
加油!
Love you
Eva
I envy her for always having the "positive" side that can win over the darkness in heart....為挑戰自我而呼吸的日子does not even exist in my memory much now. I have always wanted to write something that fits her wish (跟我心靈呼應的作品) cuz her voice attracts me, but then I don't know if that has much purpose now (cuz it may be a long time before I can really record her for anything now) . Is it really thinking negatively? or is it just facing the reality? maybe both....When a person is too tired to fight, the person is too tired to fight....Rest is needed before anything can go on again....I wish I can have peace at heart like I once had while going through craps in life.... wonder if she would know that I am no longer 力盛 but feeling kinda beat up in life..... 加油! is for sure encouraging....but what is the goal here?
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God's primary goal for us is to love Him and to love each other. Yes, it's easier said than done.
God loves you more than you love your cat. And even Jesus could be stressed out by the craps of this world. Even Jesus can be beaten up in life. Jesus was even killed.
What was the goal there? There are still billions of people who refuse to believe in Jesus. Even those who believe in Jesus are still full of crap too. God should just give it up and just destroy this world and get it over with, huh?
But guess what? God can also see the positive side of things. Jesus hasn't returned yet because more and more folks are willing to believe! From the time when all the disciples have left Jesus 2000 yrs ago... to today's couple of billion Christians... the amazing love of God has done many wonderful things in this world. Yes, it is a very challenging project even for the Almighty God. Good thing He is all powerful and that His love for us endures forever!
Learn from your Lord. Learn from Eva. Pray to God to heal you from your past hurts and to give you strength. Focus on Him more instead of focusing on the problem more. Nobody is asking to forget about problems, but our problems most definitely shouldn't be bigger than God. We can certainly hate troubles, but we absolutely must learn to LOVE the trouble makers!
I'm a trouble maker, not that I'm proud to be one..., it's just that fact remains that we are ALL trouble makers or somekind. I have no problem of you hating my troubles, but please try to not hate 'me', okay?
Anyway, just want to let you know that our goal is basically to LOVE. Without love, life is meaningless. Even a trouble-free life would be meaningless.
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